Oh sweet Tater Tot, sometimes it is so hard to blog about all the fun things we have going, because no matter how fun they are, there is ALWAYS a part missing. Sometimes it causes me to be a little sick at my stomach and other times, it just causes me to be thankful I had you for the short while you visited us. I guess I have decided that I want you to be a part of my blog as well....so in the future when I print these out, you will have your spot in there too.
I do hate searching for good pictures of you, because I have so few of your short time here, that when I get to the end I am always dissapointed I don't have more.....
The memory that is filling my mind lately, is you laughing without sound. It was so awesome. You would kick your head back and open your mouth really big....but nothing would come out. Some thought it was because you couldn't make noises, but oh, you could definatly cry and make sweet sounds too.....I think your laugh was on hold for a little while.....I would pay lots of money to hear what your laugh would have sounded like......but, I guess I will just have to wait until I see you again.
3 comments:
wow. Anything else I could say would be empty. There are no words to express what I am feeling... so wow. Thank you for sharing Tate with us.
Cammi - found your blog through Heather's - I think. Anywho, Wow! Such beautiful words. I wish I knew the exact thing to say, but I'm at a loss. How precious baby boys are. Your post reminds me of the song "Blessed be Your Name"; particularly the chorus that states, "You give and take away." I have no clue as to how you move on from losing a child. Do you ever, really? Does the heart EVER heal? I enjoyed reading about Tate as I never got to meet the cutie-pa-toot. A mother's words are truly a picture into her soul, and I feel that I not only got to meet Tate in some small way, but that I also got to see him through your eyes; your soul. I look forward to reading more about your precious family of FOUR.
Oh sweet Tate...I can't wait for my boys to meet him one day. What a sweet mommy you are.
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